EXPLICIT CONTENT (SEX, VIOLENCE, DRUGS,
PROFANITY) Nathaniel, teenage occultist, is in love with Jithinia, a
nihilistic sexpot. All is well, until they meet Eldridge. A
shape-shifting creature from another dimension, he is quite mad. He
still feels the ghostly remnants of his amputated wings. He can smell
them rotting, feel the squirming maggots eating them. The only thing
that eases his suffering is devouring souls. Cursed with this hunger,
he knows that he is a monster, which only feeds his lunacy. He is
moments away from killing Nathaniel when he discovers something
so astounding, he cannot continue. As he falls in love with Nathaniel,
he learns that true horror lies not in his monstrosity, but in his
growing humanity.
Danielle was abducted and physically mutilated in the name of God
for years. Her vile keeper, Preacher, tortures his broken dolls until
they pray, to help them find God. One day, Danielle does. She
reunites with her lost love Jithinia, whose world is now spinning out
of control.
What follows is a magnum opus of magick and the true nature of
God as the characters make their way through the sordid underbelly
of modern Christian America.
Expand the mind, expand the soul! Asphyxia illustrates the power of
perception and will, of enlightenment sought through debauchery, of
awakening through titillation. Falling somewhere between the
genres of visionary fiction and paranormal erotic horror, Asphyxia
is a unique blend of depravity and insight.
EXPLICIT CONTENT (SEX, VIOLENCE, DRUGS,
PROFANITY) The beautiful lassie Endora believes in God
with all her heart, until she moves into Moorehead Mansion.
Her home plots her demise. In the shadow of God lurks
menace and a horrid avatar, unlike any other. Impregnated
by an unseen force, Endora's faith in God is obliterated. A
pagan named Jasper helps her redefine herself, as she finds
love here and succumbs to its terrible majesty. An evil,
ancient witchery feeds her budding lust. Sex and blood.
Nightmares and taboos creep and dangle as hungry spiders,
and Endora is aware. She faces an evil force determined to
destroy her and her entire family. A whistle made from the
bone of a demonic creature promises salvation, but can
Endora retrieve it in time to save her baby?
Expand the mind, expand the soul! The Witch of Hainted
Holler, Book 2 of The Paradox Chronicles, explores the
annihilation of conditioned faith and misplaced belief.
The Witch of Hainted Holler,
Volume 2
On the third edition cover: Endora,
Pennine, and The Mothman
EXPLICIT CONTENT (SEX, VIOLENCE, DRUGS,
PROFANITY) In the land of Eden, twin Divine order gods
Mordecio and Astothan train to become Angels of Death for the
gods themselves. Things go tragically wrong during their
internship, and their lives take an unexpected turn. Even the gods
bend to a will. That will is Paradox, and Its machinations are
ultimately Its own, for Paradox has plans for Its realms, and
Mordecio and Astothan will find out, to their horror, just what
they are. Relationships between order gods and chaos gods are
forbidden, for the offspring of such a union is prophesied to usher
in the apocalypse, but when Mordecio and Astothan fall in love
with Eliara and Lavidia, twin chaos gods and daughters of the
King, they can't resist the call of the void. At once heart-rending,
bawdy, illuminating, and mysterious, Gori Suture reveals just how
like us our deities really are, and how terrifying that truly is.
Expand the mind, expand the soul! Shatter Kinder is about
overcoming the rule of the super ego to pursue one's true self.
On the cover: Mordecio
On the cover: Eliara
Geist Kinder,
Volume 4
ebook ISBN: 9781387507443
EXPLICIT CONTENT (SEX, VIOLENCE, DRUGS,
PROFANITY) Eliara and Lavidia, pregnant with the
apocalyptic god force known as Omega, struggle to survive
as the political situation in Eden grows ever grimmer.
Former gods of order Astothan and Mordecio are now
dedicated to the cause of chaos, though walking the
left-hand path proves harder than they ever imagined.
Time heals no wounds, and old enemies lash out against
them. Love is stretched thin as its tension is tested, while
those tethered together in life's storm cling desperately to
one another. Can our heroes face down the dragon and see
the fair Eliara and Lavidia to safety, or are they doomed to
a life of loneliness and heartbreak?
Expand the mind, expand the soul! Geist Kinder is about
accepting that true self. This book contains lessons on
mistakes as fate, meditation, the nature of God and God's
covenant with man, the godly nature of the sun, the higher
self within the light, internal balancing of the elements, and
aligning God's will with personal will (will over love).
The Color of Paradox Volumes One, Two, and Three serve as codices to the mystical secrets held within Gori Suture's
radical book series, The Paradox Chronicles, allegorical fiction devised to spur magickal thought. More than just erotic
horror, The Paradox Chronicles teach Modern Paradoxism, Gori Suture's personal philosophy regarding the hidden
nature of reality, as revealed to her by the goddess Ishtar. The Color of Paradox is comprised of three, full color volumes
of supplemental occult philosophy and bonus material that details the occult aspects of The Paradox Chronicles. Herein,
Gori Suture explores theoretical occult concepts regarding the fundamental aspects of God, known in the Suturian
Mythos as Paradox. As a result of reading The Color of Paradox Volumes 1, 2, & 3, the initiate will understand
four-dimensional, causality-based color theory as a lingual codex, and be able to apply this new language to occult and
metaphysical concepts for an enhanced understanding of the universe.
The Color of Paradox
The Metaphysical Companion Books
Expand the mind, expand the soul! The Paradox Chronicles (formerly called The Smut
Sagas) are a series of metaphysical allegories which use extreme imagery and scenarios to
jolt the psyche as a catalyst for spiritual growth. Mind expansion doesn't mean to simply
elevate one's thoughts in the highest direction; one must also debase one's thoughts in the
lowest direction. Only then is the mind truly expanding in a balanced and veracious
fashion. The Paradox Chronicles utilize shock and horror juxtaposed with higher spiritual
thinking to catapult the ego past its blockades, allowing for a deeper understanding of the
veiled essence of divinity. Extreme oscillations of thought stretch the fabric of mind, as
Gori presents scenarios intended to cause arousal at inappropriate times in order to
shock and appall, forcing the reader to explore the boundaries of internal darkness, the
capability for sadism, selfishness, cruelty, and lust. Stretching the depths of one's
thoughts allows for a rebound to unforeseen heights. The further one pulls back the sling
shot, the further the projectile goes!
This magickal technique attacks the state of hypnotic waking sleep, employing
imagination and emotion to stimulate unused neural pathways, creating a state of neural
plasticity in the brain, empowering the reader to expand the mind. As the mind is forced
to rewire, it opens up, causing unfamiliar ways of thinking, a stone in the pond of static
meditation, new waves of insight that ripple through the reader like rapture, inducing
higher dimensional thinking, utilizing 'as below, so above' to catalyze microcosmic
causality, and ultimately, altering the mind of God.
Falling somewhere between the genres of visionary fiction and paranormal erotic horror,
The Paradox Chronicles are one long, epic dark fantasy story in 673,986 words, featuring
LGBTQIA+ characters. Additionally, there are three full color volumes of supplemental
occult philosophy and bonus material that goes with the fiction series, called The Color of
Paradox.
Prepare yourself, humble reader, for an odyssey unlike any other you have ever taken, a
world of salacious horror, fantastic and heartbreaking, as only Gori Suture can provide.
EXPLICIT CONTENT (SEX, VIOLENCE, DRUGS,
PROFANITY) Synthesis, the Design of Moirai only glimpsed in the
previous Paradox Chronicles is laid bare in Walking Weird, and this
skein is a sticky one, ensnaring all of your favorite characters in
Hecate's web. After years of imprisonment, Astothan's chance for
escape finally comes. His cherished beloved Lavidia is all he can
think about, but time may not yield even for gods, and his struggle
with forgiveness and love anew has only begun. Poor Jasper's
troubles were only just beginning in The Witch of Hainted Holler,
and now he must pick up the pieces of that fateful day and carry the
weight of the world on his scrawny shoulders, with the Grim Reaper
his only friend. In Shatter Kinder, Geist Kinder, being a father was
Phoenix's fondest wish; yet paternity of monsters is fraught with
danger and omens. Eldridge and the rest of Omega begin to master
the powers revealed to them in Asphyxia, yet old enemies hatch
fresh schemes. The mad adamantine shuttle flies, and as the weave
grows ever taught, the sole path navigable is Walking Weird!
The confluence of Gori's first four books is a torrid one, and the
reader is sure to get wet, so kick back and enjoy, while you still can.
Expand the mind, expand the soul! Walking Weird, Book 5, explores
initiatory steps toward personal godhood as revealed to Gori by the
goddess Ishtar. Practical techniques for lucid dreaming and astral
projection are exemplified through character interactions.
Philosophical lessons continue on the nature of God, evil,
overcoming predatory instincts, void, the divinity of plants, and
self-acceptance.
On the front cover: Jasper
Walking Weird,
Volume 5
Phoenix-Astothan: Fathers of Omega and long suffering servants of Paradox. These twin gods of Death continue to try to
protect their unique progeny by any means necessary. In Walking Weird the spotlight is finally on Astothan who, after his
long imprisonment and torture, is finally given his freedom and an opportunity to find love again. But dark eyes still plot
and plan, and his torture is not yet over.
Eliara-Lavidia: Mothers to Omega and once nobles, even to other gods. These twin gods continue to pay a high price for
their love of Phoenix-Astothan and strive to protect and guide Omega while in exile on Earth. In Walking Weird they guide
poor Jasper & Jerushi from The Witch of Hainted Holler to Eden, where their ultimate destiny awaits.
Bethany: Introduced in Shatter Kinder, she is the jilted lover of Astothan, and the sole survivor of an act of cruel
vengeance. This mad goddess is consumed by her need for retribution against Omega and will destroy any who stand in
her way. And yet, her long forgotten role as a goddess of birth still works its way through her madness, giving her another
chance at ultimate revenge.
Omega: Four eternal souls destined to rise and consume everything, originally introduced in Asphyxia. Hidden in exile on
Earth, only Eldridge remains in his true form. The other three souls, separated by tragedy; Nathaniel, Danielle, & Jithinia,
are contained in lowly human vessels, unaware of their unique nature until they found each other. They now move
inexorably toward their dark birthright while stalked by an unseen enemy. In Walking Weird, the foursome struggle with
their new abilities and come to terms with the painful truths and ultimate acceptance of the dark power they wield.
Jasper: An ordinary human thrust into horror and tragedy as a survivor of the events of The Witch of Hainted Holler.
Pushed to the very brink of madness, in Walking Weird, he struggles to protect the infant Jerushi and eventually arrives in
Eden where love and his final fate await him.
Character Biographies (Contains spoilers for previous books!)
On the third edition front cover:
Nathaniel & Jithinia
Jithinia loves too easily and too deeply. She can't bear the thought of hurting those she loves, all the while wishing the
rest of the world would just die already. She prefers the ornate Victorian inspired gothic look, but she doesn't wear the
clothes for the attention; she just doesn't feel true to herself dressing any other way. Raised in a strict religious home, she
is repulsed by Christian hypocrisy.
Nathaniel is the quintessential goth boy, the kind of teenager that wears "I heart Satan" t-shirts just to scare the norms.
Fashion is important to him, and he's often freakishly overdressed in leather, tattered fishnets, and garish makeup, like a
trashed and wasted midnight whore. Yet beneath his dark facade, his ego is fragile. He wears his heart upon his sleeve
and feels everything too deeply, and thus he over indulges in booze and drugs.
Eldridge feels like the loneliest creature on Earth. A shape-shifting nomad, he travels from town to town. He assumes the
identity of his most recent kills, and for a little while, he can pretend to be human, but inevitably, the maddening pain
caused by the ghostly remains of his severed wings drives him to kill again, until he's consumed everyone his stolen
identity loves.
Danielle was born from the earth of a filthy cellar floor. Much of her humanity has been abused out of her, and only her
closest companions know how to find that sweet little girl that dwells deep inside her, past the brick walls. Though she
escaped her abductor, she is eternally caged.
Character Biographies
"Gori Suture's obscene carnival of freaks will have you glued to every page."
~ horror critic Kristin Grasso Theckston aka The Angry Princess ~
On the first edition cover: Endora
Shatter Kinder, Geist Kinder,
Volumes 3 & 4
Printed as one book.
paperback ISBN: 9781678157593
On the cover: Astothan
The Taste of Void,
Volume 6
Expand the mind, expand the soul! The Taste of Void, Book
6, explores a vast array of abstract and mystical concepts
including negative/reverse visualization, time, the purpose
of sacrifice, the divinity within grief, the power of passivity,
manifestation from void, cosmic equilibrium, true will,
utilizing intention, and love under will. Furthermore, this
novel examines the complexities of evil parsed through
subjectivity as well as metempsychosis through
annihilation of ego. Ego death is an essential tool for
spiritual growth. Just as the tree must die each winter to
bloom anew, so too must the psyche mirror cycles of death
and rebirth. Rejuvenation through transformation opens
the tap of creative energy, expounded upon in the lessons
on the Quadriga Sexualis. Falling somewhere between the
genres of visionary fiction and paranormal erotic horror,
The Taste of Void continues the debauched occult apologue
of the broken gods while elucidating on the previous
musings exemplified in this series.
EXPLICIT CONTENT (SEX, VIOLENCE, DRUGS,
PROFANITY) All grown up, Abigail and Jerushi return to
Moorehead Mansion seeking answers about their past.
Omega crosses into Eden to advance the apocalypse, but
things go wrong, and the prophecies turn dark. Allies
struggle to maintain their egos as well as their
relationships while Phoenix and Astothan work to make
things right. However, the opposing forces are stronger
than ever. Will Paradox receive the reprieve It deserves,
or will Paradox be lost forevermore? Falling somewhere
between the genres of visionary fiction and paranormal
erotic horror, Paradox Lost is the final chapter in this mind
bending series that was 25 years in the making.
paperback ISBN:
ebook ISBN: 9781387501847
EXPLICIT CONTENT (SEX, VIOLENCE, DRUGS,
PROFANITY) When Iblis-Shaitan, the omni-malevolent
god of evil, learns of the impending apocalypse, he teams
up with Omega's other enemies to alter the fate of the
world to his own design. As Eldridge, Nathaniel, Jithinia,
and Danielle face off against these powerful adversaries,
they learn hidden truths about themselves and their
destinies, all the while harnessing their own willpower.
Meanwhile, Jerushi realizes her own potential, while
Phoenix-Astothan has his hands full keeping everyone
safe. As pandemonium threatens to tear Omega apart, can
their love hold them together, or will they choke upon the
taste of void?
On the cover:
The Grand Rider Omega, The Four
Horsemen of the Apocalypse
Internal artwork from the printed book,
featuring Eldridge and a victim.
The Color of Paradox Volume One ISBN: 9781453604847
(now available)
Herein, Gori Suture explains the concept of downward and
upward causality as energy forces of Order and Chaos and
demonstrates how these energies present as various
esoteric ideas. In Volume One, Gori applies these notions
to positive and negative electromagnetic spectrums and
illustrates how color theory illuminates the concepts of The
Tree of Life and The Tree of Knowledge.
Expand the mind, expand the soul.
Free the mind, free the will.
The Color of Paradox Volume Two Volume 2 ISBN: 9798845803801
(available winter 2023)
Herein, Gori Suture explains the concept of downward and
upward causality as energy forces of Order and Chaos and
demonstrates how these energies present as various
esoteric ideas. In Volume Two, Gori builds upon the
suppositions from Volume One to explore the four
dimensional aspects of The Rosy Cross, The Elements, and
The Planets.
The Color of Paradox Volume Three ISBN: 9798845831408
(available spring 2023)
Herein, Gori Suture explains the concept of downward and
upward causality as energy forces of Order and Chaos and
demonstrates how these energies present as various
esoteric ideas. In Volume Three, Gori probes the nature of
the gods and analyzes the emanation of creative and
destructive forces from the ethereal Godhead Paradox into
the dense world of the mundane. This book also contains
supplemental information about Gori's fictional worlds of
Eden and Lovea.
It took me 13 years to write The Color of Paradox, and while it was in progress, I published
versions in blog form. You can see this blog here:
Please be advised, it is outdated. The current editions have been edited, altered, and expanded
as I gained new insights and a deeper understanding.
Expand the mind, expand the soul! Paradox Lost, Book
7, offers further elucidations on the nature of God,
including God as self-love and God as void. Gori
explains the veiled meaning of blood magick, of being
washed in the blood, and the truth behind the salvation
offered by Jesus. Additional lessons include dissolution
and coagulation of identities, the power of fluid egos,
and growth through forgetting. Practical techniques
for calling down divine energy and calling up divine
roots are exemplified. Lessons on time, willpower,
materialization, and riding the beast round out this
book.